Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Say it before it's too late..


10th GRADE

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th GRADE

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

SENIOR YEAR

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A DAY PASSED, THEN A WEEK, THEN A MONTH...

Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A FEW YEARS LATER

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

FUNERAL

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...'

Hmm.. so sad isn't it?? :-( I read about this story from someone's blog.. interesting!! but, end up with a sad ending.. moral of the story here, if you seriously and deeply in love with someone, tell him now..tell him and don't feel shy.. life is short.. saying something honest from your inside is a wonderful and brave thing to be done.. Say it before it's too late..

'I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAIMIN BIN RADZUAN..'
luckily i'm not late.. :-D

(credit to adik kepada Vie Shanti yg juga wife kepada Eizlan Yusof for this interesting story.. love it :-D)


7 comments:

Mohd. Muhaimin Radzuan said...

I LOVE NURULAIN BINTI BAHARUDDIN.. LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY..

I'll try for you sayang.. always try my best to get your love.. Happy to have you since day one..

aiEN said...

ye syg.. i'm happy to have u too..
you complete my life.. :-)

Mohd. Muhaimin Radzuan said...

thanks for your compliment sayang.. really appreciate your presence..

takkan lepaskan Nurulain Binti Baharuddin..

[S]itie [B]Um [B]Um said...

sweet ar...

::sYieQo:: said...

*malu-malu* =P

Mohd. Muhaimin Radzuan said...

hmmm.. baca blog saya tajuk SHOUTMIX tau.. hope you like the idea..

http://muhaimin86.blogspot.com/2009/06/shoutmix.html

Mohd. Muhaimin Radzuan said...

pasal shoutmix tu..

1. Pegi kat post tajuk SHOUTMIX yang ni..
(http://muhaimin86.blogspot.com/2009/06/shoutmix.html)

2. Kat bahagian bawah post ni.. tekan (SHOUTMIX- Link 1)

3. Masukkan data
username (SHOUTMIX)
password (SHOUTMIX)

4. Download file
(SHOUTMIX Code)

5. Bukak file ni.. copy coding dia sume skali..

6. Kat blog korang
Klik Customize > Add A Gadget > HTML/JAVAScript..

7. Paste kat ruang HTML/JAVAScript.. Klik Ok

8. Siap!!

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