~DETIK-detik HITAM~

HAHAHAHA.. tajuk mengancam giler.. macam ade peristiwa hitam dalam hidup yg berlaku je kan.. hmmm.. macam nih.. cik azura yusuf (salah sorang kawan baik zaman sekolah aku tu) ada membuat 1 permintaan untuk tgk gmbar aku mase dahulu kala yg hitam legam tu..

sebabnye, hari tu mase kitorang kuar g tgk transformers, kitorang g jumpe anis sekali yg baru balik dari pentauliahan suksis(musuh ketat komander kesatria).. Ya rabbi.. tekejut beruk betul tgk dia yg dh hitam mcm tu.. rupe2nye dia baru balik pentauliahan.. si wa tu dh laa terkejut giler.. dia mane laa penah buat menda2 cmnih.. yela.. org blaja oversea kan.. buat ape nk susah2 aktif ni.. pastu aku pon cite laa kat dia aku mase pegi latihan intensif bakal komander @ pentauliahan nak jadi komander kesatria UiTM penang tu pon muke aku jadi hitam legam cmtu.. HORROR.. tu yg dia nk sgt tgk gmbar2 zaman dahulu kala aku tu..

kepada cik wa : puas aku cari balik cd yg simpan gmbar2 ni tau.. bile aku tgk balik, terimbau laa balik kenangan2 mase kat sane, seminggu berkawad siang malam, pagi petang.. tdo plak 2-3 jam je.. smpai kan mase nak balik tu, parents aku yg dtg jemput kat UiTM pahang pon tercari2 aku walopon aku dh ade depan mate dorang!! sedeeeehhhh btollll...

hmmm.. tp, malang nye, aku xda gmbar yg betol2 tunjuk kesadisan muke aku tu.. xde gmbar sorang yg betol2 amek dekat muke.. yelah kan.. mase ni x teringin pon nak jadi penggila kamera.. hehe..tp, ade laa gmbar kwn2 aku yg muke terbakar.. so, bole laa bayang kn muke aku mcm tu ye.. hehhehe.. kepada kawan2 seangkatan, merangkap sahabat2 baik semase di penang.. sila laa menatap muke anda zaman dahulu kala ni! heheheheh...

HMM.. lagi menda nak cite.. ni part yg sweet yg terjadi kat sane.. mase zaman kegelapan ni laa aku terjumpa sinar mase depan aku..mase zaman kegelapan ni laa aku ditemukan dgn seseorang.. :-D yg buat aku sgt terharu tu, mase zaman kegelapan yg buruk, yg x terurus dan x heran orang sekeliling ni plak dia terpikat kat aku.. :-D tah ape tah yg dia nmpak kat hitam legam aku ni mase tu.. yang nmpak pon gigi je.. heheheh.. dah laa mase ni pon, segala perangai buruk pon kuar.. sebab badan dah sangat letih kan, pastu lapa je sentese, perasaan utk jadi pompuan bese yg kene cover2 tu pon dah dilupe kan jauh2..

Hanya EN.MOHD MUHAIMIN B.RADZUAN je tahu nape dia suke aku mase zaman paling x serupe orang bese nih..

~orang2 hitam yg sedang bergembira~

~mase ni hari last selepas seminggu berjemur~

~ jeng jeng jeng... awin jgn marah ye.. heheh..

awin bersama ex kawan baiknye ~

~aku yang depan sekali tu..~

~mase ni aku ditauliahkan sebagai KOMANDER KESATRIA berpangkat komander rendah muda~


OK.. gambar2 atas ni la gambar mase baru2 jadi budak hingusan dalam komander kesatria.. gmbar2 kat bwh ni plak selepas beberapa tahun kemudian.. mase ni kitorang sume dh jadi senior.. dah part 6 dh mase ni, lagi beberape minggu nak meninggal kan UiTM penang dan grad sebagai student diploma..

~dari kiri : intan, hasbul, muhaimin, ain~

mase ni kami sume berpangkat komander madya.. nampak ade 4 balak tu??? hahaha.. hebat tuuu.. (riak siket) eh silap.. yg si hasbul tu berpangkat komander kanan.. kirenye, dia ni la yg paling tgi sekali pngkatnye mase nih.. dalam 1 campus, ade sorang je ketua.. dia ni lah ketua dlm komander nih.. bwh dia baru laa komander madya.. kami2 laa tu.. huhuhu..

~ni plak KAMI, nurulain dan muhaimin..~

haaa... tibe2 terjumpe plak gmbar2 bwh ni.. mase ni kire zaman kegemilangan aku sebagai komander laa.. mase ni aku, intan, hasbul dan hafiz dipilih menjadi komander pengiring untuk pentauliahan komander2 junior.. gambar2 ni kurang berkualiti siket sebab gambr2 original dh lenyap mase laptop aku menggiler dulu.. gmbr2 yang terselamat ni plak dr ipod aku.. (haha.. aku x reti nk transfer dr ipod ke laptop..puas dah pikir cara nak transfer, smpai sakit dh bahu kat depan laptop ni.. cara paling senang, amek je gmbar dr situ.. huhuhu.. xpe laa kan, janji bole nmpak)

unik gak kan gmbar macam nih.. heheheh.. ok.. sekian tamatlah kesah aku sebagai komander kesatria selama 2 tahun setengah..

p/s: kepada rakan baik aku dua org lagi, awin dan jaja.. jgn kecik ati ye xde gmbar anda mase muke dh putih ni.. hehe.. awin: ko slalu ponteng turun baris pagi mase hari2 terakhir nih.. jaja : anda dh grad mase nih..

~Reunion ex-Georgians~

Tarikh : 20 & 21 jun 2009 (sabtu dan ahad)

Tempat berkumpul : Rumah aku

Tempat yg di tuju : Melaka
Perjalanan : 1 jam

Tempat menginap : Hotel Mahkota

Perasaan : Sgt best dan seronok!!!!!

Lebe kurang pukul 10 pagi, semua dah kumpul kat rumah aku.. dan seperti bese, bdk2 lelaki sampai awal, diva2 yg lain lambat siket.. hehe.. aku pon lebe kurang camtu je slalu.. pastu semua makan mihun goreng yg dimasak dgn sgt banyak oleh mak aku.. aku pon pakse laa semua org makan dgn sgt bnyk jugak.. pas dh makan mihun, kitorang semua pegi kat depan rumah aku nak amek rmbutan memandang kn buah2 semua tgh masak dgn ranum nye.. pokok rambutan sebatang tu laa yg bole di harap kat depan rumah aku ni.. ada la 1 plastik besa rambutan utk dibawak ke melaka sebagai bekalan utk dimakan mase bersembang.. mihun yg lebih bnyk dan karipap tu mak bekal kan sekali..

lepas tu, kami pon bergerak laa ke melaka.. lepas 1 jam smpai laa rombongan cik kiah ke bandar hilir, melaka.. kitorang pon stat laa jenjalan kat mall yg besa kat dataran pahlawan tu.. pas dh jenjalan, dgn sgt lapa nye, kitorang pegi makan asam pedas ikan pari kat kedai yg dekat2 situ jugak.. wahhh.. sgt sedaaappp.. bnyk betul laa aku makan.. memandang kn budak2 lain ni x bnyk makan, dan x reti ratah lauk, semua nye aku dan sha try habis kan sedaya upaya.. kenyang nak pengsan mase tu! ALHAMDULILLAH..

pas dah kenyang giler, kitorang pegi check in kat hotel mahkota dulu.. hotel tu sgt besar dan best..


~kereta taufiq dan mia berposing depan hotel mahkota.. hihi.. ~

~wa, aku, mia dan opiq.. ~

Lepas dh anta barang sume, kemas2 dan solat zohor, kitorang pon rehat smbil sembang2 dan bergelak ketawa.. lepas masuk je waktu asar, kami pon bersiap2 utk pegi jenjalan lagi.. nak pegi memana, semua nye jalan kaki sebab hotel mahkota ni terletak di tgh2 town melaka tu.. sgt2 laa strategik.. tak yah susah2 nak bawak kete g mane2 kn..lagi pon, leceh laa jalan jem pastu nk cari parking lagi..

~Kota A Famosa~

~kerata api lame kat area A famosa tu jugak..~


~Menara Taming Sari~

semua orang excited nak naik menda nih kecuali opiq.. hehe.. dia paling takut sebab suke pikir bukan2.. takut skru menara tu tercabut laa, ape laa.. tetapi, lepas ditenang kan oleh semua orang, opiq berjaya naik! yahuuu...

~Bangunan Stadhuys~

Kitorang berjalan2 sampai laa ke maghrib.. mase ni kaki bagai nak tercabut!! penat gilerr... tapi, seronok.. kitorang semua pon gerak laa ke hotel utk mandi dan solat maghrib.. pas dah siap semua orang, kitorang turun makan kat Bali cafe kat tepi hotel Mahkota ni.. aku makan kuey tiow goreng yg sgt laa sedap.. heaven betol.. sedap oooo... lepas dah makan smbil sembang2 dan tergelak lagi, kitorang pon bergerak menuju ke jonker walk.. mase ni jalan laju je sebab dah kenyang.. hehehe..

~Jonker Walk~

Tempat ni sgt BEST!! ada macam2 menda yg comel2 dan unik yg kitorang tak penah nmpak pon dijual ditempat lain.. harga pon murah2.. best2.. bnyk jugak laa duit aku melayang kat sini.. hehehhehe.. tp, aku rase berbaloi sgt.. pas dah round ke setiap gerai tu dan baru sedar bertapa penat dan longlai nye kaki, kitorang pon, kuar dari jonker walk tu dan berniat nak singgah kat kedai mamak makan2 sebelom balik.. sebab kan penat giler, masing2 naik beca pegi kedai mamak.. mase ni trase yg beca ni sgt2 laa penyelamat kitorang sebab dpt duduk dgn tenang, berangin dan lega selepas penat menjelajah seluruh jonker walk tu.. hehehhehe..

~kerol dan sha~

~aku dan kema~

Bila dah balik hotel, semua pon pengsannnn... tapi, dalam pengsan kepenatan tu, kitorang bersembang jugak smbil baring..hihihihih.. besok tu, pas bgon pagi, seperti bese sembang2 lagi.. pas berkemas, kitorang pon check out.. pas checkout, g mahkota parade makan kat food court sane.. aku makan nasi sizzling yg tersangat lah pedas! tapi, licin jugak.. :-D dah kenyang tu, rombongan cik kiah pon bergerak balik.. tapi, sebelum tu, sempat jugak singgah kat zoo melaka..

~zoo melaka~


~mase ni tgh tgu arip ngan kerol daftar mengundi..~

(sempat je dorang tu tau! kat zoo plak tu.. hehehhe..)

~naik train sbb dh x larat jalan~


~kema, wa, aku, keldai hitam dan syarul~


Maka berakhirlah trip kami ke melaka.. sgt seronok dan happening.. mmg sentese x kering gusi bile ade nye org macam kerol dan opiq.. hihihi.. lawak betol dua org ni tau.. tambah plak ngan kitorang yg kaki gelak dan membebel nih.. macam mane pon, perjumpaan tak berakhir lagi.. heheh.. rabu ni kitorang ramai2 nak pegi tgk transformers plak..


seronok2 pon, 2 hari kat melaka ni aku sgt susah hati sbb en.muhaimin xnk reply msg aku.. :-( dia kate nk bagi aku ruang dgn kawan2.. hmmmm... tak tahu laa nk ckp cm mane.. ruang yg saya maksud kan, bukan laa x msg langsung syg.. terjadinye salah faham disitu.. aku tersalah ckp sebelum ni.. tapi, semua nye dh selesai.. :-)


Bile berjumpa dgn bdk2 skolah ni mmg seronok.. kitorang ni bukan kategori kawan2 lame, tapi kawan yg sentese berkawan x penah pon lost contact.. setiap cuti mesti berjumpa.. di harap kan hubungan yg sgt erat ni kekal sampai bila2... AMIN...


pas dh hbs cuti ni, semua orang akan stat belaja balik dan akan jarang berjumpe.. aku plak nk pegi manchester dah.. hmm.. kurang sorang penyumbang bunyi bising.. hehehhehe..


majority bdk2 ni dah hbs degree dh.. ada jugak yg lagi 1 sem nak habis.. mereka2 yg amek medic je akan teman aku hbs pada 2012 nanti!! hehehhe..
takpe laa kan.. ALL THE BEST ye kawan2.. :-D

Say it before it's too late..

10th GRADE

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th GRADE

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

SENIOR YEAR

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A DAY PASSED, THEN A WEEK, THEN A MONTH...

Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A FEW YEARS LATER

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

FUNERAL

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...'

Hmm.. so sad isn't it?? :-( I read about this story from someone's blog.. interesting!! but, end up with a sad ending.. moral of the story here, if you seriously and deeply in love with someone, tell him now..tell him and don't feel shy.. life is short.. saying something honest from your inside is a wonderful and brave thing to be done.. Say it before it's too late..

'I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAIMIN BIN RADZUAN..'
luckily i'm not late.. :-D

(credit to adik kepada Vie Shanti yg juga wife kepada Eizlan Yusof for this interesting story.. love it :-D)

Going to...

Yezzzzzaaaa.. This is my University.. UNIVERSITY OF MANCHESTER.. in 3 months time, I will be there.. and going to miss Malaysia sooo much..

Course Title : MEng (Hons) Chemical Engineering
Level of Study : Undergraduate
Course Start Date : 21st September 2009
Expected End Date : 8th June 2012
JACS Code : H801

HMMM, prasaan sekarang ni sgt excited nk blaja balik.. 4 bulan dh duduk rumah.. dah cukop puas rasenye.. Hmmm.. segala2 nye dh lain nanti.. Learning system kat sane sure sgt2 berbeza dari sini.. tak sabar nak rase kelainan tu.. dgn kawan2 baru.. fresh.. kena rajin je.. :-D harap2 aku dah x banyk tido... hehe.. sbb kat rumah ni dh tdo giler2 dah..

Macam mane pon, keluarga tersayang, muhaimin tercinta dan kawan2 seangkatan kat cni akan sentese dirindui selalu.. Bumi Malaysia akan tetap di hati ku..